[ there's a (likely uncomfortable) amount of tumultuous and chaotic feelings leaking from Jinx like a sieve; one second she's furious, the next second she's terrified, and the next she's overwhelmed with grief and sadness and sending a look behind her to make sure Silco and Kaeya are really still there.
inevitably, this whole song and dance results in her slowing her pace, one thought whiplashing and colliding nonsensically into another, and leaving her to reach out and grasp Silco's sleeve at his forearm. it's childish and bitterly vulnerable - but she isn't thinking about that now. he died and he left her and he swore to her he wouldn't.
--Vander is going to suffer for this.
she is so... so angry she feels like she can't take it and will surely explode - and then, it turns into a very familiar and unwelcome feeling, the one that had overtaken her that night in an alleyway what feels like someone else's lifetime ago. after Vander died, after Vi abandoned her, after Mylo and Claggor and--
Jinx sends a look at Kaeya from her periphery as if to make sure he, too, is still coming with them. like it or not, he's solidly become Important; he helped her bring Silco back. he stayed the whole time, made sure she wasn't alone. she even felt it, she thinks... it was real, wasn't it? that feeling of distress that wasn't quite her own? Communion was a confusing and uneasy thing, but she knows it wasn't hers, that sensation she'd felt.
she trusts him. much as she can trust anyone, really, outside of Silco (who, even then, she only can trust so much and--),
...well, let's just say she's feeling a little possessive. ]
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inevitably, this whole song and dance results in her slowing her pace, one thought whiplashing and colliding nonsensically into another, and leaving her to reach out and grasp Silco's sleeve at his forearm. it's childish and bitterly vulnerable - but she isn't thinking about that now. he died and he left her and he swore to her he wouldn't.
--Vander is going to suffer for this.
she is so... so angry she feels like she can't take it and will surely explode - and then, it turns into a very familiar and unwelcome feeling, the one that had overtaken her that night in an alleyway what feels like someone else's lifetime ago. after Vander died, after Vi abandoned her, after Mylo and Claggor and--
Jinx sends a look at Kaeya from her periphery as if to make sure he, too, is still coming with them. like it or not, he's solidly become Important; he helped her bring Silco back. he stayed the whole time, made sure she wasn't alone. she even felt it, she thinks... it was real, wasn't it? that feeling of distress that wasn't quite her own? Communion was a confusing and uneasy thing, but she knows it wasn't hers, that sensation she'd felt.
she trusts him. much as she can trust anyone, really, outside of Silco (who, even then, she only can trust so much and--),
...well, let's just say she's feeling a little possessive. ]