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CHARACTER NAME SILCO
CIVILIAN NAME MISTER FISSURE
TEAM BRIMSTONE
HOUSING NUMBER 017
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-12-06 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
It wasn't fair to them. But...I couldn't have...handled them hating me.

[Now his gaze seems to be turning - receding, even, like a lantern at the bottom of a sea, obscured.]

Garnet looked at me with such admiring eyes. If he knew...I'm sure he would have turned away.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-12-06 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
[Do everything but tell the truth. Kill others. Burn the world down. All for him, all for her, all for the little souls of the orphanage long gone. He failed them.]

[Silco's hand finds his shoulder and makes him still for a moment, like an anchor tossed into the depths of hell. It won't pull him out. In fact, it may make him sink further. And yet, he leans on it to steady himself.]

[A lesser man would collapse from the weight of his sin. He has to constantly move forward with that mantle on his back. He wonders if its the same for Silco, too.]


And what time would that be? If I brought him back, and he knows I took away his parents, removed a chance for a proper life - what would that be worth?

[And now a scoff, closing his eyes.]

You're lucky, Silco.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-12-06 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
She knows the truth, and hasn't abandoned you. Isn't that lucky enough?

[Again, it feels like the words sting more than any weapon could - he'd prefer Silco taking an actual knife to him again. Physical pain, he's dealt with. To stab into the heart, let it bleed out, is that ever a pain he can be used to? Even with his own self-inflicted wounds?]

[There's a little tremble of his lower lip, his eyes opening only slightly to show uncertain, glimmering light.]


I never...thought to consider otherwise. [And quieter, so quiet.] He said I didn't raise him to be a coward. I told him that...I didn't even raise him in general. That faith...to get that close is to ruin it.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-12-06 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
...

[He notices the glance away - an odd thing for Silco, and his hand twitches upward to grasp onto the side of his face, if for a moment. Maybe reassurance, maybe to keep him steady.]

[Even here and now, even as much as he dislikes this man, his heart never does what he wants it to do, doesn't it?]


...No. It wasn't enough for him. [And for himself, either, though he doesn't voice it.] But in our world, Fixers should not have personal connections anyways. I tried to drill that into him. Prepare him for the darkness that would wait for him going down my path. Ah, but that boy....he always had a tender heart.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-12-07 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. He did. Though he had his personal reasons for it, too. He may have been tender, but his heart was full of...nothing but thoughts of revenge, too.

[Revenge for the fellow children. Garnet raged out in the open where he couldn't - or simply, he chose not too. His failures made his anger recede like a low tide, while Garnet pushed forward to try to find any way to get back to the one who had caused that tragedy in the first place.]

[And he hadn't even survived long enough to get even an inch close to her.]

[He follows Silco's gaze - it flits like a little moth, darting in the air - before he captures again, holds them steady.]


...Of course. And yes, I did. I did have connections. [Of course, yes, they have to protect it by any means necessary. He pauses for a moment, tilting his head as hair strands fall in front of red light.] Do you...regret anything with Jinx, Silco?
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-12-08 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
I tried to tell him as such. But you know a boy like that can't be dissuaded.

[Their hearts burn too fiercely. He would know. In a way, he's one himself - his bloody heart feels in a way that pierces him like thorns that permanently grow in his skin. To eliminate it is to kill himself.]

[He waits for the answer. And Silco answers in the affirmative, a little surprising, but also not. All guardians, parents, they all have their mistakes.]


...And what did you do about it?

[Again, his hand reaches up, only to rest against the base of his neck.]

Did you save her?
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-12-08 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
Mm.

[That's the thing, isn't it? They may kill all the kaiju they like, but at the back of their minds will always be that singular, blinding purpose: keeping their children safe and sound.]

[It feels like a rollercoaster sometimes. To go from viciously hating the man, to wanting to hold him in his arms and rock him side to side. He knows Silco knows how to deal with the former. He would be flummoxed most likely with the latter. What a complicated man he is.]

[Vergilius heaves a sigh, fingers curling as he bows his head.]


Well. Sometimes we have to dwell in the sea of the unknown. Whether that fate of theirs is up to us...we can't always control it. And I will say what a bastard of sorts told me the other day. Maybe today. "We must merely find a way to protect it by any means necessary."
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-12-09 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
I think the bastard would like to think so about being smart.

[He's never told anyone this much. Even Malkuth, who knew about his garden, his children, didn't hear about Garnet, and how he became his namesake.]

[How odd, to be known. How much odder, that the man who knows him is one who has caused him pain, seeks to break him, asks to try to break him in return.]

[He hums, not letting go.]


Anyways. We follow the flow. Do what we can. Everything in our power. For better, or for worse.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-12-10 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
[They're similar. They're not similar at all. Silco wants to tear it all down in spite, and Vergilius tears himself down out of spite. There's a push and pull here that's more evident by moments like these, where they practice the semblance of humanity while being, so, well? Not human at all. Twisted from human.]

[They're the type of people mothers warn their children about to make them behave, though how ironic, given how their children did not behave at all.]

[He's very close to him - and it makes Vergilius have the urge to step away, as if he is dancing at the edge of that gaping hole of Silco's heart. It must be tempting to be pulled in. It's easy to fall into a pit like that.]

[He wonders if, maybe, his heart can make that hole smaller. But that's right. They'd destroy each other. That's how different they are.]


...Mm. [And he is starting to detach himself, after a moment, ready to step away.] That being that, you're still alive. After dealing with a goddess, no less. You have to count your lucky stars.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-12-11 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I know the feeling well. In the City, that's all you can do until you rise to the top of the muck. Survive.

[Live. Live. Live. It rings like a bell inside of their worn-out bodies.]

...You'll keep not dying, as long as you stay out of danger and stop poking your nose into things.

[He's backed up now, but he's tipping his head, giving the man a little Look.]

Will you?

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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-12-11 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Uh-huh.

[There's a brief urge to throttle him like a weasel. It passes.]

So. You're really wanting to go through with that deal, huh? Given your...eagerness.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-12-13 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Think of the childrenz indeed.]

[He folds his arms, sighing- an aquiesance. Sometimes men really do have soft spots.]


A hundred thousand kryptos and nothing less. And a receipt to prove the transaction.

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