[ If he dies here, and doesn't return, what happens at home?
He can't let that happen.
But he doesn't want to leave Jinx, either. It worms in his head, like a stone in his shoe. Every time he thinks about it. He keeps thinking about it. Why is he gone? What happened? Who managed to take him away? He would never do it willingly.
He'd been so scared that she would leave. Now it seems the opposite happened. ]
I know it seems obvious, but with LILITH's technology, it seems like it could be something that is circumvented. Unfortunately, it is not.
[ jinx is not something who prides herself on sense. sense as a concept is meaningless. the lanes don't make sense. they gorge on each other as much as piltover does. everyone chasing some pinnacle, just trying to make it to the top. grasping, grabbing, greedy little shits.
she never gave a single fuck. not when silco was alive, not when he passed on. so what if they looked up to her? so what if she killed some pigs? heroism? might as well lose some braincells in the crossfire.
he's not coming back. he'll die here or remain here. impotent.
maybe she should have killed him when she saw him.
but it's too late. too late now. so. what sense is left? how do you move from incontrovertible proof? the gunpowder on her fingertips that brushed over his lifeless face. can she do this all over again? should she try to save him?
or build the perfect coffin and let her curse do the work? ]
nothing's obvious here. just got to crack it all open.
That is one way to reveal all their nasty little secrets.
[ He doesn't know. It's just...Jinx. Right? Her usual self, doing what she does. Breaking things apart, forging a new way. Taking the pieces and making something new.
Do you think that it will offer a way? Out of here?
[ He doesn't know about that. There are geniuses here already, but... it's Jinx. Silco thinks Jinx could do anything she set her mind to. Even that. (He is delusional.) ]
Is that what you are looking for? There are many truths along the way. You'll need to find direction in your inquiry.
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will the cycle repeat? ]
yeah. course.
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He can't let that happen.
But he doesn't want to leave Jinx, either. It worms in his head, like a stone in his shoe. Every time he thinks about it. He keeps thinking about it. Why is he gone? What happened? Who managed to take him away? He would never do it willingly.
He'd been so scared that she would leave. Now it seems the opposite happened. ]
I know it seems obvious, but with LILITH's technology, it seems like it could be something that is circumvented. Unfortunately, it is not.
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she never gave a single fuck. not when silco was alive, not when he passed on. so what if they looked up to her? so what if she killed some pigs? heroism? might as well lose some braincells in the crossfire.
he's not coming back. he'll die here or remain here. impotent.
maybe she should have killed him when she saw him.
but it's too late. too late now. so. what sense is left? how do you move from incontrovertible proof? the gunpowder on her fingertips that brushed over his lifeless face. can she do this all over again? should she try to save him?
or build the perfect coffin and let her curse do the work? ]
nothing's obvious here. just got to crack it all open.
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[ He doesn't know. It's just...Jinx. Right? Her usual self, doing what she does. Breaking things apart, forging a new way. Taking the pieces and making something new.
Still.
He wonders.
But he can't exactly question either, can he? }
You will do just that, won't you?
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got to dig for the truth. and to get out.
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[ He doesn't know about that. There are geniuses here already, but... it's Jinx. Silco thinks Jinx could do anything she set her mind to. Even that. (He is delusional.) ]
Is that what you are looking for? There are many truths along the way. You'll need to find direction in your inquiry.
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truth cascades. one truth will lead to the next and the next.
til it all comes tumbling down.
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I recommend with LILITH's technology. You can make more sense of it than I can.
It may also be our ticket home, if they refuse to follow through in the end.
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[ Silco, of course, doesn't know. How can he know? It would bring him down too. ]
wrapppp
ill take care of it.
[ till it all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling doooown. ]