not shame so what? caution? this is when I go back to our conversation from earlier. this is a better framing than taking a shower though for sure.
this ain't kenos or zaun and there's not going to be people that know better. hell considering your popularity you're right. it's going to be brought up intentionally
[ Tried to convince him to be a "better person" and everything. ]
But if anyone thinks to use it, I will put an end to them. I have no choice in it getting out.
I do have a choice in how I will deal with it, if someone is foolish enough to think they can use her. They will be given a lesson in how we deal with things in Zaun.
I support that obviously. hell I support it a bit more than the usual ventures.
but you think anyone here is up for that? if you think someone has the stomach for that kind of move I'm all ears because far as I can tell half of these people are barely warriors. if the kaiju were able to chat they'd allow themselves to be crushed rather than extinguish a life. no matter the cost. seoul is proof enough.
not saying you have to relax of course. but you might be chasing ghosts is my point.
[ He hates that he's right. Most of them won't be able to stomach it. Even those he dislikes are... weak-willed, too willing to do what they saw as morally correct, rather than what was Correct. It was a distinct difference.
Silco still remembered protecting her for a year and a half. Helpless, volatile, unable to do anything. Just a soul, stuck in a gem. She was free now, this wasn't the land before, but even still, he keeps it in a safe place, even if it's cold and inert, he keeps it on him often enough. He can't help it. The old habits.
It's like a reassurance, even now. That she is alive. ]
It is an old habit. It's the one that worked.
[ And really, does Silco know how to do anything but squeeze too tight? ]
[ He's right. Silco is good at adapting, he has in some ways, but in others...
He's carrying the leftover burden of not just Zaun, but Kenos too. It still settles with him, still rides with him. Every action is filtered through two lenses, and both are broken. ]
Right, right. Advice from a god, is it? I'll take it under advisement.
[ Normally, this means: fuck off. To Tezca, it means he'll think about it. ]
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this ain't kenos or zaun and there's not going to be people that know better. hell considering your popularity you're right. it's going to be brought up intentionally
you ready for that?
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[ Tried to convince him to be a "better person" and everything. ]
But if anyone thinks to use it, I will put an end to them. I have no choice in it getting out.
I do have a choice in how I will deal with it, if someone is foolish enough to think they can use her. They will be given a lesson in how we deal with things in Zaun.
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but you think anyone here is up for that? if you think someone has the stomach for that kind of move I'm all ears because far as I can tell half of these people are barely warriors. if the kaiju were able to chat they'd allow themselves to be crushed rather than extinguish a life. no matter the cost. seoul is proof enough.
not saying you have to relax of course. but you might be chasing ghosts is my point.
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Silco still remembered protecting her for a year and a half. Helpless, volatile, unable to do anything. Just a soul, stuck in a gem. She was free now, this wasn't the land before, but even still, he keeps it in a safe place, even if it's cold and inert, he keeps it on him often enough. He can't help it. The old habits.
It's like a reassurance, even now. That she is alive. ]
It is an old habit. It's the one that worked.
[ And really, does Silco know how to do anything but squeeze too tight? ]
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but sticking to the rules of home hasn’t exactly worked out for you all the time has it?
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Not always, no. It's a risk assessment.
Besides, the rules here are hardly better.
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just pointing out that some habits are worth reevaluating. stay too rigid and you're making blind spots
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He's carrying the leftover burden of not just Zaun, but Kenos too. It still settles with him, still rides with him. Every action is filtered through two lenses, and both are broken. ]
Right, right. Advice from a god, is it? I'll take it under advisement.
[ Normally, this means: fuck off. To Tezca, it means he'll think about it. ]
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well. in this case anyways. gotta keep you on your toes for when I’ll hit you up demanding weed and/or kaiju offal
and swing by the bar sometime next week. hit me up so I can make you a glitter since it’s your drink and all
[ Next week of course being very much intentional. He figures Silco will have had another conversation by then, after all. ]
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I'll swing by. I'll admit I want to see how it holds up compared to the real thing. You can tell me too.
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but it's a fun novelty. that's more the point
won't even make you play the dice game unless you want to