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𝗦𝗢𝗹𝗰𝗼 ([personal profile] zauneyete) wrote2024-07-07 11:00 am

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BAD DADDY
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CHARACTER NAME SILCO
CIVILIAN NAME MISTER FISSURE
TEAM BRIMSTONE
HOUSING NUMBER 017
immortalpoet: (coral)

[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-11-18 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[can't believe he's paying to be his boyfriend what is his life]

One hundred thousand...and a long-term, you say. Depends on what you need me to be called in for. Fighting off your favorite butler?

[And...of course, of course, Silco would react that way. He would react that way, which is why his voice is quieter, softer now.]

I wouldn't doubt your devotion. I would do the same, you know.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-11-19 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
.....Silco. [NOW VERY DEADPAN, like seeing a cat about to push off a mug from a table.] What do you possibly mean by that.

[WHAT SHIT ARE YOU GETTING YOURSELF INTO. SIR]

Then again, you probably didn't tell a soul, did you. I know...I haven't. Not when that can be used.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-11-19 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
Aren't you also the seedy underbelly? Just a different one.

[Like.]

[Let's be real.]

[They understand each other. Yes, they do. Though he wonders what Silco would have to think about the man who barely moved a muscle after the tragedy at the orphanage, who wallowed in his own stagnation and sorrow. He would probably pull him by the ear and tell him he was a failure. In a way, he was. He could've done more. He should've done more.]

[And now, all that's left, is...a young lady, and a gem.]


Her soul? Where did it go?
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-11-19 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
[Now that...]

[He's silent for a good long, while. A gemstone. It really can't be. It feels like a slap of fate. A joke of coincidence. He can't find the words to say anything, just yet, but when he does, he sounds hoarse.]


...A child I knew was turned...into a gem. [It feels like he's speaking from a million miles away, lost in time.] At least you...have her back.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-11-19 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
...

[Was yours safe?]

[He handed that young man his sword. He hoped to find him again, and the young man would return his sword back to him. But instead, he came upon that room, and that sword was on the ground.]

[And instead of a young man, there was a gem. A gem called-]


Garnet. [He starts, stops.] That was his name. Many of the children were...named after jewels. And fate seems to like its little jokes.

[The jewel, as blood-red as his eyes, shattered in but a moment. Silco's pain, that desperation, echoes with his.]

I was told there...is a chance to return him back. I entered a contract for it. [Again, feeling distant, though the pain feels just as real as it did so long ago.] I can only...hope. I can only hope.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-11-20 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
No, I...there were caretakers at the orphanage. I handed them off to them.

[He tried to not be in their lives, but...]

[Failed. He failed at that. He brought groceries. He played games. He read them stories. They looked up to him. And no matter what he did, he couldn't stay away.]


Children are...everything. The light, the roots, to...bring change to a wretched, unforgiving world. [But that world ate them alive. In the end, that world couldn't exist anymore.] The price was...subservience. It's complicated. But I am made to act as a guide, now, for a certain Company. I cannot act as I wish to.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-11-21 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
I tried not to be. I was the cause of their misfortune, after all.

[The key word is "tried". In the end, he failed. He always fails. In the end, a monster can have a bleeding heart that still aches with guilt.]

Mm. Well, they aren't breathing down my necks. I suppose I still have some insights to share with my subordinates in my role as guide. [But....] ...I'm...glad you understand.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-11-21 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
...

[A long, long pause. And then, he recites his truth dully. His terrible truth.]

In the line of my work, I have killed many people. Those people were not simply...standalone evildoers. Many had families. Some...left behind children.

[...]

I, who sliced their parent's throats, ripped them away whatever life they had, brought them to the orphanage and gave them my care. As if that could...make up for anything. As if that could repay a lifetime of sin.

[And now, another haggard sigh, but its pained - this is his bleeding heart, exposed, the very thing that drowns in its own misery. Why did he, a killer, have this much regret? This much guilt? He shouldn't. And yet he does.]

In the end...there is no choice. I will do what has to be done. Come hell, or high water.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-11-21 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
...They didn't know. To them, I was simply...me. They should've known.

[And yet he, coward, kept on his little precious life with them even as his own internal axe constantly asked for his own head for it. In one of those visions of another version of their world he had back then, one of those "dots", Lapis had stabbed him in the back. And he had welcomed it.]

[Silco laughs, and it comes from a bitter, sunken place. He draws towards it instinctively, so wondering of more similarities.]

[Its like Silco is fated to slot with him like a puzzle piece no matter what.]


No. You didn't.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-11-21 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[Would it? Could it? Maybe it's just his selfish wish. His own crucifixion that he deserves, by their hands. The children would realize, and would spit on him, act in revenge. He wouldn't move a muscle. A fitting end for him, at the hands of those lives he ruined.]

...I don't know.

[He doesn't know. A part of him has been too afraid to say otherwise. Selfish, so selfish. He's his own judge, jury, and executioner, but he has yet to give himself a proper sentence.]

[Silco falls silent on the other end. He blinks, waiting for a reply, and-]

[A knock.]

[He stands to answer the door, and there he is. The man himself.]


Hah? [Yeah, this is a bit unexpected.] Silco. What are you doing here?
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-11-22 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
[He is off. This feels wrong from the get-go - Silco always carried himself with a certainty even in the face of larger threats. Here, he's smaller, more aware of himself in a strange way. No, this feels different than a man simply led into bittersweet reminiscence. There's something restless, here, and Vergilius actually moves his head forward to cast his gaze down the hallway, as if expecting some shadow to be tacked onto the wall.]

....Mm.

[And now, he's looking back at the man, eyebrows twisting down with a confused frown.]

It may be stupid, yes. [A beat.] What's wrong, Silco?
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-11-22 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
...

[Maybe he didn't see an actual shadow, but looks like he wasn't far off on his guess. Shadows may listen. Whatever happened with Sebastian somehow pierced to his core. He has no idea what the butler is, but...]

[This is a man who was pushed to a corner if he ever saw one.]

[He sighs as if reluctant, but he is moving back at the same time, to give the man space to move.]


....Fine. No shadows here.

[When he does enter, he will find....a rather unimpressive room. Bluntly normal, with disheveled sheets, scattered belongings. Nothing personal here. A room lived in, but it isn't alive.]

You can take a seat.

[He gestures to the bed. He has a chair, but its as plain as it gets. Probably more comfortable for that first choice.]

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